I feel incredible. I have so much energy and I have dropped 2 dress sizes. I am so blown away by the results I am having on this nutritional cleansing system that I want to share it with the world.
I love my children. They are beautiful souls, empathetic and passionate and spirited and alive. I am committed to making well researched choices for my family at each step of the way and for right now the best choice for my family is to home educate.
I love my husband. Every day I make a choice to commit to sharing my life with him and I want to help him to be the best version of himself, the same as he encourages me to grow and evolve myself. So I am supporting him in providing his climbing services to our little corner of the world.
We are managing on a small income and are gratefully supported by the government at the moment. So I am managing our money closely to ensure we can pay our rent and bills on time with grace and gratitude and balancing that with actually living a life.
And so I feel like I am juggling so many different balls really unsuccessfully at the moment. Any time I focus my eyes on to one ball to make positive changes it feels like the other balls come crashing down around me.
I throw them all erratically into the air, none of them go how I want them to go: family, business, money, marriage, children, home education, friends, healing myself.... It's great having goals but how do I get where I want to go? How do I create balance in my life so that all areas feel like they are moving towards where I want to be?
And where do I want to be?
I'd like to share this incredible nutritional cleanse and business opportunity that I have with the people I care about and onwards into the world. I'd like to help others people feel better in their bodies like I do now.
And I would like to grow my family's finances so that we can be contributing members of society. I am so aware of how fortunate we are to live in a country that supports families on low incomes. I cannot express just how grateful I am for the safety nets that have caught us during the most challenging financial period of our lives. I am ready to leave that behind now, to earn and contribute in a bigger way. I am ready to contribute to our finances by providing value to the world. I am ready to pay all our obligations joyfully with ease and grace.
I am ready to show up, help people to find the right solution for their lives and to achieve their goals.
I am ready to make our home life more joyful and peaceful and to feel more motivated around our home ed adventures.
I want to be a better wife and a better home maker so my husband needs to do less chores and has more time to himself.
I want more time to myself.
At a parent support group I've been going to we start with a time to meditate to a beautiful song. One of the lines is:
"This is it."
Because this is it. This moment now is always the only moment we have. So I guess what I need to be asking myself is how can I make this moment count? How can I move towards one of those goals right now? What about you? What are your goals right now? How can you move toward your goals today?